I had realized that most of my entries are realizations. (This one counts, too).
Plus this one:
I download songs whenever I feel down. And not just one but loads of them. I have a total of 2,400++ songs now.
My HD's gonna suffer.
And it's finally time to look for a real job. Quite timely, really, considering it's gonna be the start of a new year. But I really don't have high hopes for next year. I'm still just passing the time.
In other news, some students will definitely fail some of my subjects. I warned them about that when the term started. But I really am a softie. I'll admit that. I still gave them a fighting chance.
It had recently occurred to me that this stint as a professor doesn't suit me. I'm basically a failure as one (but then again, what else am I not a failure of?). For one, I don't exude authority. If ever I did, it was either a fluke or an illusion. To think I had been living like that for approximately two terms now. Or possibly more. Ha! I find this amusing and belittling at the same time. Something is definitely wrong with me (what that is, I may never get to find out). And I'm not a writer. I never was one. It was merely a role I assumed for some time at some place with some people. That's that I guess.
I seriously don't know what I am anymore.
And I suppose I'm really not worth anyone's respect. If this statement could be proven true, it would be logical and it would provide a good explanation for everything. Oh well.
What's the body count? 9 for ELETHEO, 4 for ELCITWO, and 1 for ELTWOLA/LBYECEB.
Well, that's better, considering it was originally 15, 5, and 2, respectively.
A lot of students got kicked out. Oh well.
... a children's party has got to be classified as going too far. But then again, this was not your usual McDonald's or Jollibee children's party. This one was held at the EDSA Shangrila Hotel.
Anyway, the birthday boy is a 7-year-old kid I didn't know. It just so happened that he held his party there and that a friend of mine accompanied her brother (who was that kid's friend/classmate/whatever) to that party and that we agreed to meet there so I could pay her money she loaned me some time ago. So there I went, ate some food, and left without the boy or the boy's family seeing me. So here I am, thanking them for the buffet via the net. I doubt they'll get to read this though. Haha.
And oh, I'm gonna have a fulltime job come mid-January. Hurrah for contacts!
I ran across this one wedding invitation while I was on vacation. I suddenly felt the urge to look inside just to see if I know any of the names listed there. What caught my fancy were the surnames of the bride and the groom. Let's just say that if I were given a chance to stop the wedding, I would do it for the sake of their would-be children. Especially the sons. MOST especially the sons.
