Was it worth it? Well, yes. While it lasted. Problem is when I finally got back, tasks and emails had already piled up on me. Ah well. This Tuesday had rendered the last four days useless.
Goodnight, Goodnight Goodnight, Goodnight (Hot Hot Heat)
I fell asleep on a late night train Try Again (Keane)
Change your heart, look around you Everybody's Gonna Learn Sometime (Beck)
Why do they always send the poor? BYOB (System Of A Down)
Fake tales of San Francisco echo through the room. Fake Tales Of San Francisco (Arctic Monkeys)
I'll qualify this circumstance Mye (Sparta)
If I were you, I'd better watch out Just Because (Jane's Addiction)
When your day is long, and the night Everybody Hurts (R.E.M.)
In this act I'll disguise those dead eyes. It's Gettin' Easy (Dear And The Headlights)
You laugh at me and call me i-d-i-o-t A.K.A. I-D-I-O-T (The Hives)
Your lipstick, his collar... don't bother, angel Cute Without The E (Taking Back Sunday)
Standing in line to see the shore tonight By The Way (Red Hot Chili Peppers)
I'm me. The Sweater Song (Weezer)
Pigeon holed decision-making Ticklish (At The Drive-In)
Better than watching Geller bending silver spoons Nice To Know You (Incubus)
Don't cry, just let it pass you by Charlotte (Air Traffic)
Well show me, show me, show me how you do that trick. Just Like Heaven (Taking Back Sunday)
The sirens ring, the shots ring out 6th Avenue Heartache (The Wallflowers)
There's a little black spot on the sun today King Of Pain (Sting)
L'via, hija de Miranda L'via L'viaquez (The Mars Volta)
Well, I never thought this day would end. Give It A Name (At The Drive-In)
Just when I had thought rejection to be the worst case scenario, she forgets to reject me at all.
And now that I did, people seem to talk to me more (which could go either way). Haha.
Was caught off guard last Tuesday and ended up saying yes to a favor asked of me (or should I say suckered in? Sweet-talked? Especially as she had that lovely a voice.). Wondered why I ever put myself up to the task in the first place while looking at the clock that read 1AM earlier this day. Decided to leave the package on her desk instead of meeting up personally to deliver it. Received a [half-hearted (I think)] thanks from her along with an invitation to have dinner. Figured I'd rather give in and get it over with than look bitter by declining the offer. Found out a little later that it won't be just us two like that one time; it was to be a group dinner with her team. Am now thinking of passing up a free dinner at CPK [to try (and most likely fail at it)] to get a point across to her. We'll see.
Imagine: For me to consider knowingly missing something that's free.
I went to dinner with her and her team, drunk and out of it. And I think I had just dug a deeper hole for myself. Hooray.
... to come to the office on a Sunday and finding out that the reason for your depression is also there.
