The Odd Number

... muster all my strength to not talk to you. I swear I will ignore the urge completely. Because it strikes me as unfair that when I do, you will sometimes reply but when it's your turn to initiate, I always answer. I swear. I really do. I will never ever understand you.

I won't. I won't. I will not.

It had been pointed out to me by two people now that the most I can get from this "affair" would be sex, that is if I do play my cards right. So why am I still whining about a supposed misdeal?

Perhaps because I want more.

So as not to miss a moment in this supposedly special day of mine, I will be awake the whole day.

Actually, I just couldn't sleep last night. Again. Haha.